#40: Addict (Part 1)

NO man should expect you to give him your undivided attention every hour of everyday but no man would want to come second to anything- especially a substance. Most people have an ‘addiction’ to something, whether it be alcohol, cigarettes, recreational/ prescription drugs or other nonconventional things sun as sex, caffeine, food and phones.

As there is an infinite amount of addictions, we’re going to focus on two different types of addiction (I made this myself, in no way do I pretend to be a doctor who diagnosed the different types). #1- Substance (drugs/ caffeine) and #2- Stimulus (phone/ sex).

1. Substance
Being dependent on anything isn’t sexy. It’s the dependency on something that isn’t even human that hurts. Especially since substances tend to take you way from human experiences. Your partner would probably see this as a form of escape, as a method of distance. For the abuser, they may just be making it easier to tolerate other people. But for those around you, for those in your life and who care about you, tolerating you and losing you to a substance is almost unbearable.

People who abuse substances are seen s unreliable and undependable. They may be great people but when they do not have their drug of choice, they can be a danger to themselves and the people around them. Relying on this person is near unfathomable. They cannot take care of kids, cannot take care of themselves. Honestly, they just become a child to take care of. No one wants an overgrown kid.

Reason #39: Conceited/ Proud

Conceited/ Proud

A guy walks up to you in a bar and says, “Hi”. He tries to start a conversation, but you act aloof and would rather he go away so no one important would see the two of you talking to each other. In no way is he perfect, and Lord only knows you’re not either. But what if people see you together? Talking? What would they think? Would they automatically assume the two of you were in a committed relationship and you lowered your standards after your ex? Would they the think the two of you were best of friends and that these are the type of people you associate yourself with? Or maybe….. they would think you’re a nice person who is having a conversation with a compete stranger.
But that’s completely ridiculous.

Sometimes as women, we need to get off our high horse. Our shit stinks too and trust me when I say not everyone is going to approve of whatever guy you date. Ever. There will always be critics, always be those who ask you, “You’re not actually considering dating him right?” Then go on to say, “He’s kinda weird.” There will always be the ones who make it their sole mission to prevent you from being in any happy relationship because they’re miserable themselves. But if you let these people influence you to the point where no one meets your high standards, where you’re too good for everyone, then you’re not going to be happy. You’re going to stay alone.

It’s one thing to listen to your instincts, but it’s another to listen to your ego. Relationships don’t form (good ones anyway) when people have super high egos. When people humble themselves, when they listen to what they really, trully desire, is when they find happiness. Thinking you are too go for anyone is wrong. You are no better than another human on Earth. So humble yourself! Let go of that ego, let go of your pride for one day! If a guy is willing to approach you, be nice. If you’re not attracted to him, then try and be friends, but if you don’t go for him because he may be ‘bad for your image,’ then princess, you desire a toad.

Reason #38: Independent


Why would you need another person, if you can take perfect care of yourself? You enjoy spending time with yourself, can handle your own finances, can kill your own spiders and have the perfect trick to opening that jar of salsa. You really don’t need a man, or anyone else for that matter.

Being ferociously independent is the epitome of the feminist movement. Women now live in a society where it is expected to be an self- reliant, powerful and dominating female. We are expected to take control of our own lives, to master all obstacles that come our way whether we have a man or not.

However, by showing the world, you can be independent, you have also shown yourself. You truly do not need anyone to look out for you, to help you or guide you and when anyone tries to do something nice for you, you lash out. True independent females do not like being waited on, do not like things handed to them because in their eyes, they are cheating and taking advantage of another. The idea of someone else trying to just help because they care is unfathomable.

Yet, sometimes this is how others show affection. It’s part of the courting process, and allows others to become part of your life. Because a relationship with a guy isn’t about another taking over power, its about combining two independent kingdoms together to make an empire. Empires aren’t made alone.

So let guys open doors for you, let others make you a cup of coffee. Little gestures like these show they like you, and take note of these actions. And don’t be afraid to do it for them also, because sometimes the smallest amount of help can make the world’s of a difference.

Reason #37: Vulnerability


You’re afraid.

Let’s face it. You’re afraid. Afraid to get too close. Afraid to show too much. Afraid that if you open up everything inside of you will come pouring out uncontrollably like a dam that has just burst, and it won’t stop until nothing is left inside of you. You’re afraid.

You have no problem showing the basic side of you: your likes, your dislikes, your hopes, your dreams, your doubts. But when it comes to the deep stuff, the feelings that overwhelm you or the thoughts that seem to drown you, forget it. You can’t let anyone see that shit. What if they judge because you’re weak? What if they run because the thought of carrying half of the emotion you do terrifies them? What if you let them in and they destroy you?

Being vulnerable is scary. There is nothing to protect you, nothing to hide you. You are exposed.

But it’s also wonderful.

Everyone can see you, the real you. Everyone can experience your true radiant beauty. Everyone can applaud you for finally showing what you are- human. No one is perfect. We all have flaws. But the people who love us accept and even celebrate these flaws.

So take a deep breath. Tear down that wall around your heart piece by piece. Let someone in who you care about.

I promise amazing things will happen when you do.

Reason #36: Manners


We all poop. We all fart. We all burp. Facts of life.

Just because we all do it, does NOT mean that your guy has to know it. Seriously ladies, there is nothing cute about belching in public, about pulling out your tampons in front of him, about farting in your hand then putting it in his face (that last statement I was told was imperative to say). For the love of God, ladies, pretend for once that you’re actually ladies!

I totally understand, trust me, in the privacy of my own bathroom in my own home which I pay, for that I should be able to make whatever noises and such that I want. Do that, in private. As far as your guy is concerned, you shit butterflies and fart rainbows. And for anything that does not smell like you do, there is bathroom spray from Bath and Body Works that does wonders. Invest in some.

Because if he feel like he can’t take you out in public because of your ‘toxic’ personality and manners, then he isn’t going to keep you or be the least bit interested in you. And any attraction that was once there, trust me he’ll drop you like a hot potato so fast, he won’t even remember your name.

So ladies, keep the burping, farting and whatnot to yourself. Go do that shit in private because like it or not, that’s the kind of things that are not going to impress his mother.